Mind Dump
I have lost my MOJO and I am fucking pissed. Writing seems impossible, sticking to my diet lasts approximately 1 hour, and my body hurts. To make it worse, I am off all week and have stuff I need to do and really want to do, but I am having trouble getting out of my own way. BLAH! This is my tenth BLOG written but my first one published, since my last one on March 4 2014, but the rest were all started and never finished, left undone and no longer timely, or just plain sucked and were deleted. I have always found such clarity in putting my life down in words, but I am truly struggling. I want to bare my soul but what comes out is drivel, shit no one wants to read, just meaningless words that speak to my mindset. Going for long walk with my girls (Florence, Adele, Mary J, En Vogue) filling my head with song, I find my words, but they are long gone when I try to actually put them to paper. So right here, right now, I am dumping the shit from my b...